Quickie

I'm not sure if I've ever mentioned this before, but my second ex-husband is the biggest expletive, expletive, expletive I have ever know, ever will know, or has ever been! Sorry, just had to get that out and plus I told myself I would write today. Life in this house sucks major donkey balls! I'm at my whits end if my whits even exist any longer! Sometimes I feel like giving up. I wish there was a way out but when you live with someone who is literally demented, you start to become a little demented yourself and you start to believe there is no solution. I want to run away but there's nowhere to go and no one who would even want to go with me and since I'm apparently incapable of doing anything alone, I am screwed...